So, lately if you feel poignant about the past that have gone by, and view it with a tinge of "what if", then do not feel alone. I feel the same way too. In fact a lot. I think as we grow older, the idea of impermanence and "what ifs" will recur to us more and more. It's normal to have that as long as we do not indulge much into that that we lose touch with the present.
In fact if you read into the autobiographies of great men, if they did the "what ifs" of their lives, maybe the world would be so different. Emotions can be very overwhelming. Meditations do allow me to dig up the ashes of the memories and raise them to the surfaces of consciousness. This can be extremely painful.
I feel I'm a life wanderer drifting from one place to another. There are so many friends and people I have left behind. I just want to tell you that I MISS each one of you a lot, especially those playmates of the playground just behind my old house.
1.2.08
ashes of the memories
27.1.08
inspirations around
The reason why people like to put up inspirational posters in their walls is to let it evoke a sense of positiveness and hope so that the life can be kept motivated at all times. I do have a few of such posters around at home and office and they really help. Well, of course, i do not look at them every now and then, its only when you are really down and when you slouch despondently at your chair then your eyes will see those "power" words reaching out to you.
I find them helpful as it silently reminds me of the great mission I have been entrusted to carry the mission out successfully.
25.1.08
full moon
I had a beautiful full moon evening here and it was wonderful to see it hanging like a giant dim yellow ball in the sky. Seriously, I can feel a bit of gravity pull effect on me as i gazed on it that night. It has been ages since I enjoy such scene and that was when I was still very young.
It certainly arouses an primitive urge in all things biological.
One word. Wonderful.
21.1.08
Full moon, time to let go
Well, according to the beautiful chart here, we are gonna having a full moon early this week. According to some of my I-Ching cards, spiritually speaking, that’s a good time to let go. Of anything.
So do you know what? In the new year I really got a lot let go of…for example those mental cobwebs by the corner of my mind which borders me all these while. I will give them a call to say.."hey, we call it a truce!" Actually I’m feeling pretty damned excited about it.
17.1.08
Psychic readers
I read with amazement that there are more and more people turning to psychic readers and mediums for some spiritual inspirations into their life. I wonder what is going on lately why this is so, perhaps, they feel dejected by their own life or surrounding.
I agree psychic readers are able to inject a new lease of life into dispirited people and help them look to the brighter side in life. The medium ability to sense beyond this realm is God-given to help people.
Each life makes a great story. There are complexities as well as trivialities but the fact is that no matter how great it is, it is the end results of the individualistic actions. I hope I've no made it sound too profound. It's really the simplest way to express what I have in mind.
A psychic medium is not a selfish person, and they all like to help people like me. At the least they would always desire truth and respect from the individuals they help. A psychic medium could never bring hurt or harm to others and they like to be honest. So there has to be faith in both ways.
16.1.08
Internal noise
The small voice deep inside you is your soul speaking out to you.
Listen to it as it is the path to a more enriching life.
Make sure you can hear it distinctly, else you are too "cluttered" spiritually.
What you think, what you wish, what you intend, all these are internal noise inside you every day of your existing years.
So to find peace, meditate to empty your mind to be quiet and this may help you connect with your purpose.
Remove the clogs of your life from worries and anxieties as this will distract you from peace.
Change the environment deep inside you and this will allow your soul to flourish.
11.1.08
Getting your life read
I wish to gain more insight to what my life is all about. Currently right now the door is not fully opened and i wish for it to be accessible to my best life in years ahead. That's why I'm so keen about spirituality, psychic mind readings, and clairvoyance.
Everything i receive the reply from Maria Duval, a sense of fulfillment encompasses me to the extent that I know what I do is all worthwhile as I feel she had really done a great job to keep me updated.
At the same time I wonder where do psychics get all these abilities from? Is it a natural gift or through some education? For me, it's all of these things and more.
So, believe me, this millenia old practice of getting a medium or psychic healer to get your life read can help you to relieve stress and anxiety. It may also expand your mind to new concepts and allow you to break out of the pre-ordained mold that you may be trapped in.
